The Last Scent
Of all the things you’ve lost
What’s the thing you miss the most
It used to be a running joke
Because of course, it was my mind
But lately, along with hair, nails
Teeth and other somewhat replaceables
It has occurred to me that some
Days I would gladly kill for a sense
Of smell again – I cannot even
Recall when this particular olfactory
Deserted me, just that one day
And than another, and another
I realized that someone would say
Either – “Mmmm – isn’t that lovely?”
Or, “Ewwww – I think I might hurl ...”
And in both instances, I hadn’t
Detected a whiff of anything
Or if I caught something, it was so
Mild as to be negligible and so,
Written off as un-noticed
About the same time as I started
Realizing smell had departed
I noticed along with the inability
To detect odour, I could no longer
Distinguish taste very well either
Food is either good or bad
But usually not enticing nor
Off-putting and it saddens me
That my jokes about not liking
To cook or bake or be in the kitchen
Have a cruel irony to them
Now that there is no reason for me
To spend time there
And nothing I make pleases me
I need, like the king and queen
Of yore, to have tasters
Not to tell me if it’s poisonous
But if it’s too sweet, salty, sour
And so on – I also need others
To tell me, if my perfume has been
Applied too heavily – if I want
To smell it, I can rest assured
I will set an elevator of other folk
Rushing for their inhalers
I wish I could remember what
My last real scent was, the last
Thing I smelled definitively ...
I like to think it was lilacs, or vanilla
But my kids like to kid me saying
With my penchant for babies
It was more likely a dirty diaper
They’re probably right -
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